Christ Mas 07

this is old but i like it and i didnt want to leave it on myspace.





Reports are in.. and everyones xmas sucked ass.

And mine wasn't any different...

I know some people celebrate the birth of christ on the actual day of christmas, but my family celebrates it on christmas eve.. because we're beans.

Any how.. there is a true meaning of Christmas and that true meaning is being with your whole family and giving to others to show support and love. (I.E. Charlie browns Christmas, watch it for reference). My family was quite distant and no one felt the urge to actually give anything to anyone this year, including myself. And it wasn't because i felt that no one deserved anything it was because i just didn't feel any ounce in me to go out and think of anyone. thats not completely true.. i bought somethings for some people. But i think there is a very much selfish state of mind that many people are encountering. Many people feel that they should only give what they feel is an equal amount of what is given back to them. For instance.. if you gave some one a box of chocolates for Christmas, they would give you a pair of pot holders in return when you could have easily gave them that awesome CD that they have wanted for ever. But since they gave you chocolate, they don't get shit. Thats sad to me, because that chocolate could mean 1,000 different things, or that person could just be really really cheap. But thats not the point, the point is they thought of you and gave you something when they could have gave you nothing at all. SO! why don't you return that favor and give them something that will make them extremely happy, and maybe, just maybe they will do the same for you next Christmas.

But in this time the number one thing you should always do is remind the people that truely care for you that you love them. Because in the end, fuck all the gifts you just want to see them and be with them and share Christmas stories with them. Maybe even watch Charlie Brown Christmas. I don't care if i don't get shit this year, not a damn thing. All i wanted, was my family to be together.. but Santa couldn't even bring me that. I never liked that fat pedafile anyhow. Not much as come of 2007, not a year that i will look back on and wish i could relive.. there is 6 more days left of this year and i'm not looking forward to any of it, because i feel like its ruined all ready..

Thanks for the vent.